You will never know how painful it is until you've been through it.

5 months

Today, we found out that mum gave up hope even before she was admitted to the hospital. She made a note in her bedside notebook reminding herself to sort out her photos for funeral.

She was unwell for about a month at home and was getting forgetful. It was also getting harder for her to keep her balance, but she didnt mention how bad it felt. I was very angry, that she didnt think her family could share the burden. But then again, if it was me, I would do the same..