Cambodia

I am grateful for what i have.

sleeeep

first time 自然醒 in many many months :)

first 11-hr sleep in this half of the year! sleeping has once again regained it's position as my number one favourite hobby. but my back is now stiff and aching.. signs of ageing

ROAR

I don't know what all these rituals stand for but would appreciate some advance notice if it were to involve my mother and the rest of us.

The older generation in my family have no sense for planning. we're not kids anymore, we can't just skip a day of lessons. it's a whole day of responsibilities.

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i'm on leave!

but why do I have to think of excuses for not going back to work..
this is not how it should be :(

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it's not easy to be me

it's not easy for me too

refusing to sleep

cos it'll be Monday again

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emo nemo

jack of all trades but master of none.. the best description of me.
all i do is screw things up. I suck.

well, at least I'm alive

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so near yet so far

is it me, or is it the evil?
I think it's me.. sighhh

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:)

one month into peak. tough..

the other day when we were having a discussion on the number of kids to have, wanyong asked how many we would want to have. I very excitedly said 4 and told them my logic of having a perfect gorgor jiejie didi meimei in the family. Yuwei, as usual, said in his very slack mode "up to you la, not I give birth wat". and instead of giving this face -_-" like mine, wanyong said "well said" for respecting the woman going thru the pregnancy.

(whether he meant well or not) I shld be more appreciative of the things going thru his mind, even when they come out of his mouth in that bo chup tone of his..

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Sorry for my obsession over efficiency
but I wish you were more mature

Peak is coming!!!

Thank you friends, for maintaining the interest in my life...

I stopped, I think...
when will I start again?

Back on popular demand...

Due to popular demand for my blog entries (refer to my 99% spam-filled tagboard), I'm going to write about the holiday!

It was a relaxing and well-paced trip. We enjoyed ourselves. AND experienced how it was like to be stranded in a small town cos we missed the train and there were not much english-speaking souls at the train station. all these for a demi-bottle of red wine =\ but the wine was really good! Would very much like to visit Europe again. It's a different feel and experience each time.

For the best photo of the trip, it would unquestionably be... ... ...

My eyes are glued...

to the free HBO channels these few days. I'm so gonna get the channels when i become a taitai...

Small things made me happy today.

Getting a tea break a 4pm (instead of skipping breakfast and lunch to meet deadlines, and have dinner at 9pm when my stomach finally cannot take it)

Getting off work at 730pm (instead of my past 2 months' average of 3am)

Getting a lift home from daddy smelling the exhaust fumes from the highway cos his aircon broke down (instead of squeezing in the train with my one-hundred-kilos laptop bag smelling heads of fluffy hair)

We should all be more appreciative of things in life. Instead of whining about how tired i am from the late nights, i'm glad that i'm healthy enough to withstand the workload. Instead of complaining about how many emails that comes "FYA", i'm glad that the people trust me with the work. Life is beautiful, and i especially like the view of the evening sky on the highway today. i'm grateful for being alive.

Stress is...

when you cant fall asleep even when you're super duper tired cos your brain automatically runs through the things you have to do the next day for fear of missing them out.

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I cant help but emphatise with the 'sky people' even when they are the bad guys, cos I belong to the same race afterall. I didnt know who to side with when they were at war. I just wanted them to stop fighting and stop hurting each other.

Me (enthusiastically): Maybe they should show this to the terrorists and then maybe they will stop fighting?
Yuwei (flatly): Yups. (Obviously replying me for the sake of replying cos his head din even turn and there wasnt even a slight pause to digest wat I said.)

Okay, I'm being childish. It doesnt work this way. But anyway, less the goggles slipping off my nose every other second, great show.

It's finally better now. A big sigh of relieve..
And i'm glad that there are such things as friends. It certainly proved useful this time.

I think I just screwed up my life.
emo MAX.